Most nature writing is understandably from the human perspective, how nature affects us, the challenges it presents and what benefits we can obtain from it. The problem with this approach is that we cannot escape the constraints of language, and our stories about literature, religion, poetry, philosophy and drama tend rather to emphasize our separateness from nature, not our place within it. Furthermore, cognitive scientists tell us that our sense of self, through which we mediate our experience, is an illusion and that our mind is riven with cognitive biases that distort our perception of reality. Even our vision is affected: “For all our experience of a rich visual world, it seems that we take in no more than a handful of facts about the world, throw in a few stored images and beliefs, and produce a convincing whole in which it is impossible to tell what was real and what imagined.” In short, we are told that our normal perception of reality is in fact more like the distorted reflections on the wall of Plato’s cave than a true reflection of reality. If correct, then Joseph Conrad’s description of the darkness in every human being is not just fiction but an unfortunate fact of existence. The “horror” is within us.
While alien to most people in the West this view is more familiar to those living in the East, particularly the 350 million practicing Buddhists who believe that we are not integral, autonomous entities and that the concept of the ‘self’ or ego is delusional and something that must be seen through in order to reach Nirvana, a state of spiritual enlightenment. Buddhists claim that meditation is one of the most important ways to do this. J. A. Baker, an unassuming English birdwatcher from Chelmsford in England, found another path and he described the experience in his bird watching diaries which were published as The Peregrine. The book contains some of the most lyrical writing about nature in the history of the genre but it is Baker’s unusual perspective that elevates it into something more than just nature writing. Rather than anthropomorphizing other species Baker attempts to deanthropomorphize himself with the goal of seeing the world through the eyes of the Peregrine Falcon, the world’s fastest-flying bird. In short, The Peregrine is Baker’s attempt to escape the point of view of the human observer:
“… I shut my eyes and tried to crystallise my will into the light-drenched prism of the hawk’s mind. Warm and firm-footed in the long grass smelling of the sun, I sank into the skin and blood and bones of the hawk. The ground became a branch to my feet, the sun on my eyelids was heavy and warm. Like the hawk, I heard and hated the sound of man … I felt the pull of the north, the mystery and fascination of the migrating gulls. I shared the same strange yearning to be gone. I sank down and slept the feather-light sleep of the hawk. Then I woke him with my waking.”
Instead of the landscape around Chelmsford he saw a land:
“ as profuse and glorious to me as Africa…Like the seafarer, the peregrine lives in a pouring-away world of no attachment, a world of wakes and tilting, of sinking planes of land and water. We who are anchored and earth-bound cannot envisage this freedom of the eye.”
Baker did not think we could bear a clear vision of the animal world. “We seldom see the bones of pain that hang beyond the green summer day. The woods and fields and gardens are places of endless stabbing, impaling, squashing and mangling.”
Spending so much time in a narrow strip of land, he came to see places as momentary events, not enduring things:
“Hawk-hunting sharpens vision. Pouring away behind the moving bird, the land flows out from the eye in deltas of piercing colour. The angled eye strikes through the surface dross as the oblique axe cuts to the heart of the tree. A vivid sense of place grows like another limb.”
Of course we can never completely escape the human perspective but sometimes, just sometimes, at the right moment, if the student is ready, a new field of vision will open up. In these brief moments, when a chink appears in the matrix of our minds, we are free.
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“The hardest thing of all to see is what is really there.” J.A. Baker
November 25, 2013 at 4:35 pm
Malcolm,
Great post. You reminded me of a short story by Paul Bowles entitled ‘Allal’ where an outcast Morrocan boy becomes a snake, at least in his mind, or the author’s, and perhaps the reader’s. Pretty haunting.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Allal
And, am I a 70’s Swedish-pop musician who dreamed I was an eagle, or an eagle who dreamed I was a 70’s Swedish-pop musician?
November 26, 2013 at 9:51 am
Chris, thank you for this great comment. I loved the link to Allal which I had never come across. Our atavistic nature is a theme that runs through The Peregrine. I also loved the Abba video!
November 25, 2013 at 5:42 pm
Interesting point of view. I am going to find his book. Thanks!
November 26, 2013 at 9:52 am
Sally, I’m glad to spread the word.
November 25, 2013 at 6:41 pm
Sometimes chasing shadows dancing on the cave walls is easier than stepping out into the daylight. Freedom is mental and psychological as much as physical. A very thought provoking analysis, Malcolm.
November 26, 2013 at 9:55 am
“Sometimes chasing shadows dancing on the cave walls is easier than stepping out into the daylight.”
This is so true and for that reason I believe most people are not interested in freedom whether it is physical or mental.
November 26, 2013 at 1:41 pm
After reading your post I thought of Bob Dylan’s ‘Ballad of a Thin Man’:
November 26, 2013 at 8:35 pm
Thank you Michael, I can see why.
November 26, 2013 at 3:13 pm
All children’s books are books about nature…wish you could come around here and see what I see…wish you could observe the considerable allure of the olive trees…and of course, I wish I could say more….
November 26, 2013 at 8:34 pm
🙂
November 26, 2013 at 10:32 pm
Much of what we see and desire to understand escapes our ability, for as you say we the human perspective pulls us back from wherever we would like to escape. However, through art, be it writing, painting, photography, we can gain just enough time in the prohibited land of “nature” that as you say, “a new field of vision will open up.”
The beauty of life. Great post Malcolm.
November 27, 2013 at 9:15 pm
Thank you. Nature, as J.A. Baker describes it, is both beautiful and horrific at the same time. I think you and I can agree that life is fascinating 🙂
November 27, 2013 at 2:01 pm
Malcolm,
Here are the lyrics to this haunting ballad. One of Dylan’s best.
Ballad of a Thin Man
You walk into the room
With your pencil in your hand
You see somebody naked
And you say, “Who is that man?”
You try so hard
But you don’t understand
Just what you’ll say
When you get home.
Because something is happening here
But you don’t know what it is
Do you, Mister Jones?
You raise up your head
And you ask, “Is this where it is?”
And somebody points to you and says
“It’s his”
And you say, “What’s mine?”
And somebody else says, “Where what is?”
And you say, “Oh my God
Am I here all alone?”
But something is happening here
But you don’t know what it is
Do you, Mister Jones?
You hand in your ticket
And you go watch the geek
Who immediately walks up to you
When he hears you speak
And says, “How does it feel
To be such a freak?”
And you say, “Impossible”
As he hands you a bone.
And something is happening here
But you don’t know what it is
Do you, Mister Jones?
You have many contacts
Among the lumberjacks
To get you facts
When someone attacks your imagination
But nobody has any respect
Anyway they already expect you
To all give a check
To tax-deductible charity organizations.
You’ve been with the professors
And they’ve all liked your looks
With great lawyers you have
Discussed lepers and crooks
You’ve been through all of
F. Scott Fitzgerald’s books
You’re very well read
It’s well known.
But something is happening here
And you don’t know what it is
Do you, Mister Jones?
Well, the sword swallower, he comes up to you
And then he kneels
He crosses himself
And then he clicks his high heels
And without further notice
He asks you how it feels
And he says, “Here is your throat back
Thanks for the loan”.
And you know something is happening
But you don’t know what it is
Do you, Mister Jones?
Now you see this one-eyed midget
Shouting the word “NOW”
And you say, “For what reason?”
And he says, “How?”
And you say, “What does this mean?”
And he screams back, “You’re a cow
Give me some milk
Or else go home”.
Because something is happening
But you don’t know what it is
Do you, Mister Jones?
Well, you walk into the room
Like a camel and then you frown
You put your eyes in your pocket
And your nose on the ground
There ought to be a law
Against you comin’ around
You should be made
To wear earphones.
Cause something is happening
And you don’t know what it is
Do you, Mister Jones?
November 27, 2013 at 9:31 pm
Thank you Michael. The lyrics are both haunting and unforgettable and they certainly convey the idea that things just happen to us in life that we neither understand nor control.
November 27, 2013 at 2:57 pm
Great post, Malcolm. I hadn’t really thought about how narrow my view of nature is due to my own cognitive limitations.
November 27, 2013 at 9:25 pm
Becky, thank you. It is so counter-intuitive because we all want to believe that the world is exactly as we perceive it. On the other hand, in the East they have had plenty of time to get used to the idea that this is not the case.
December 2, 2013 at 11:06 pm
woho…. awsum.. work 🙂
do read my travel experiences too
http://nilanjanalahiri.wordpress.com/2013/12/02/the-desert-unveiled-rajasthan/
December 3, 2013 at 11:02 pm
Thank you and I did enjoy the account of special trip.
December 2, 2013 at 11:40 pm
Thank you friend, there are many inspirational articles
and thank you for following my web and regards compassion ^_^
December 3, 2013 at 11:06 pm
Thank you. Too much wisdom on ‘Songs of Compassion’, too little time.
December 6, 2013 at 3:12 pm
Traveling into the mind of an animal, even momentarily, is the best experience I’ve had. I’ve never had that happen with a bird though. Fantastic essay.
December 6, 2013 at 4:48 pm
Lisa, thank you. I would love to hear more about your experience if you are open to sharing it.
March 3, 2015 at 6:33 pm
Just now reading , “H is for Hawk,” by Helen MacDonald, she says, “History collapses when you hold a hawk.” Fascinating and well written book~
March 4, 2015 at 4:05 pm
Cindy, thank you so much. I just ordered it on Amazon although it is temporarily out of stock. The reviews are great and it does sound like my kind of book 🙂